Dear Thank You..

Thank you.

The last trap I fell into. Was the last.. thank you.

Thank. You.

I won’t ever forget the pierce of my heart with your eyes sitting comfortably as I was bruised.

Orchestra maestro of abuse. 

Your bitter sweet symphony.

Thank you.

To the one whose fist I shall not forget thank you too.  You have taken place of what I use to be so glad I got to see.  Where I use to be is no longer for me.  I felt how you now feel, constantly. I would have beat me too.  I couldn’t stand me when I was you.  I felt that with every punch that lie upon my face like traces of who I let go of. Walked away from.  On the ground to the new old me swinging repeatedly. Displays misplaced anger see.

I wanted to bruise me too, when I was you.  Emotions bare ..no proof.  Nothing but you. That same displaced anger I once felt too. I understand you. I fought for new so I could not let myself fight you. So I let you.  Stay disillusioned so I wouldn’t have to.

Eye for an eye. I lay for a lie. As the both of you lie.

Barred up just to feel scarred up with time to fry.. the memories of him and I. Now it’s you who never.. minds.

Thank you!

Often times we hold on to things. Mostly the pain. The unforgiving moments that pile up in our brains. Forging a heavy weight we need not carry to insane.

We must forgive and find reasons to live in the silver lining of the stratus over head.  So instead..

If it beat you down.. don’t let it break you.
If it’s locked you up.. don’t let it imprison you.
If it ridiculed you.. don’t let it define you.

Forgive.  I pray for amnesia often times to live without the memories embedded in mind. So hell.. I’m dying to forget. Yet..

Live with no regets.

Accept.

Fret is something we won’t do.  For the times I’ve fought through. I see reflections of strength used. For this..

I thank you!

Love.. YoU!